Among many things the wind is out of my sails regarding this "Medical Miracle Drug" the Doctors are promising. Mike had an appointment with the Doctor on April 1st. His Doctor said "April Fools Mike, we don't have a cure for you! We thought it would be really funny to get your hopes up and side track you from getting the cyber knife!!". Once again the jokes on me. So okay I admit that's not what Dr. Staddon said, but he might as well had. They (the powers that be) are still trying to get state approval for the drug but really we are approaching two months since we were told about "it". Do you hear that buzzing noise? Did you feel the breeze? That's the wind leaving your sail too, isn't it?? When I turned to Mike and asked him if he would be willing to do the cyber knife since this drug treatment is taking to long. He (very honestly) told me "No. I never really wanted to do it in the first place." I ask you not to attack him on this decision as it seemed like a very hard one to make.
On another note: I was recalling the importance of nutrition during this arduous adventure. A small bit of guilt I live with and probably always will. It cannot be denied that nutrition is 100% important and 100% applicable for the right person. I write for the "right person" because if it was up to Mike he would hop in his own grave before he changed his diet completely. Lets face it he'll never be the guy who looks at the label for nutritional value. Ha, that visual made me laugh. Mike reading the label and then saying "Babe, I can't have this! It says highly preserved processed meat". I mean lets me honest we are talking about the guy who found out the Slim Jim factory burnt down and almost had a screaming tantrum right in the middle of the supermarket isle. I have over the years changed Mikes nutritional value's little by little, but never completely. One time my Aunt brought me "Organic Hot Dogs". Is that not so ironic? I hid them behind the "Other (better tasting) Hot Dogs" and tried to trick Mike. He saw the label and went running for the hills.
I would urge all to change their diets (slowly if need be) as it is my firm belief that we all have cancer - it's just the unfortunate ones that it comes out of hiding for. Keep it healthy, keep it fresh, keep it organic (and don't tell your husbands when it's healthy, fresh or organic). Our little secret. Oh and another secret...if you're going to "hide" the organic label, follow through and make sure you do a better job at it then me.
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