Happily. Nervously. Anxiously. Mike stopped working last week. He went out on disability. Work has been more then accommodating. And although I miss him terribly at work I am very happy that he is getting some much deserved rest. I will also admit it's nice to see him (and his eyes) semi-energetic when I got home. Last night we had a nice meal, we ate at the kitchen table, cleaned up dinner together and he wasn't completely exhausted. That made me feel good. happy. not so anxious.
It will be a hard few months financially (which explains the anxiousness) so I guess that means I have to cut back on all the bottles of wine. Ha - NOT! When I look at the big picture none of it matters. I see Mike happier, and less exhausted...that's what is really important. So for now, I'm pocketing my anxiousness and replacing it with happiness. After all time is money, right?
***This is an addendum to an older post: If you haven't figured it out...Mike and I will not be pioneering together this September. To many things have NOT come together. However long it took me to write that update - I'm sorry. It was a hard pill to swallow. Now realizing it's for the better and was an unattainable goal - I can happily say that our goal is to do the best we can, maybe start a bible study - that's keeping it simple and attainable!***
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